what goes around… December 22, 2007

so I took a bit of a hiatus while some crazy stuff was going on in my love life. Really, this crazy stuff was 2 isolated incidents, but they were so crazy that it has taken me this long to recover. Why is it when you think something can never happen, it does? take for example, making out with someone you never thought you would, and then worrying later that you might have liked it, only to find out that he didn’t (or did he? we don’t know, and we’ll never ask.) Then 2 weeks later, fast forward to your moving day and your ex coming by to help (as a good “friend” gesture) which results in said action and even “should we get back together thoughts?” Those thoughts are never good. Even when you’re like me and have spent the last several months contemplating that question, but finally started to move on.  (which begs another question, why has it taken 6 months to move on when we only dated for 6 months? That’s unlike me… i should have been over it in a matter of 2, 3 tops.) Lord knows. At this point I’m praying a tall dark handsome stranger waltzes into my life and lets me forget about the prior 2. If not, well, I guess I’ll have to deal with the consequences of my actions.